述说我自己- 1

读了老哥的 写关于自己的事后 ，我再次不落人后， 有样学样的，
来一个“述说我自己”。

就和别的家庭一样吧，比较小年纪的往往都喜欢每样事情都跟着大哥大姐，
我也不例外，就像个跟屁虫般
他画画， 我画画，
他写故事，我写故事，
他学电脑，我也学电脑，
他看卫斯理， 我也不会跑去看岑凯伦；
他做什么我就做什么，
到如今也一样，
妈的，就一点个性都没有,
也不见的我做得比他好。

其实还是有一点个性的啦，
除了跟哥哥之外，
从小就不喜欢跟别人一样的自己，
什么都希望是比较独特的。

就这样，
我不喜欢年轻偶像，我喜欢张国荣；
我不爱偶像剧，我看三国演义；
我不看女孩们看的爱情小说，我看卫斯理离奇故事；
我不听Pop, 我听Classical；
（可能这些全部也是被哥哥影响 -。-” ）
就算这样， 朋友也不会说我有个性
只说我是个怪胎，
就跟别人不一样，
但我就喜欢这样，享受着怪怪的自己....

to be continue...

快乐的极端

你有听过赛翁失马的故事吗?
所谓物极必反,
当快乐来到了极端,往往紧接着的就是不愉快的事情。
and vice versa。

这让我开始害怕.......
害怕太过于快乐，
但当不愉快时,
我却常常忘了这个道理。
人生之矛盾，仅在与此。

我个人觉得暧昧是件很开心的事，
是相爱的启程。
相爱的两个人，就似来到了庞大的宇宙，
享受那毫无界限的无数快乐；




它是有边界的。




你如果不去想它，
你不防，
当你到了，
你会跌得很惨；

你防，
战战兢兢的，
你离它更近。

如果： 赛翁不想失马,他就该在悬关拉住了马。
我明白了吗?

Important things

when u love someone,
everything of the person is an important things.

when u love someone,
u do care of every single words she/he said.

when u love someone,
u feel happy when he/she is around and unhappy when he/she not around.

when u love someone,
u are no longer confident infront of the someone.

when u love someone,
u lost interest of the others.

when u love someone,
he/she will be ur world

when u love someone,
ull be very excited n happy with lil care from he/she.

when u love someone,
u feel bad when he/she ignore u...
its like how u hurt someone the loves you.

supposing-ly

i suppose to finish correcting my literature review on this weekend, but i dint.
i suppose to sleep at this hour, because i have to wake up early tmr, but i am still awake..

.... sigh.

1st post of 2009

i think i've not format my pc for years,
cz when i wrote "1st post...." the auto-word shows "1st post of 2008" xP

well,, normally ppl say first things have to be GOOD..
cz it is the start point and will affect the whole year luck..
so in the first post of 2009, supposingly i should say smthg good..
but the only problem i got in this few days, its the SHIT problems..
im so frust with this "constipated" problem..
my own definition of "constipated" is when u can feel there are SHIT inside u, yet u cant release it..
i think this is a kind of sickness..
i start to take alot of vege, alot of fruits, alot of water, milk, rice and whatsoever to push this stupid shit out :/ yet fail..
the more i eat, the more it stucks inside.. omg :/
save me T^T anyway, dun worry it doesnt stuck more than 2 days, yet..


then for what im doing during this begining of year 2009,
im kinda lazy and busy and crazy
had a nice dinner on NewYear eve, saw fireworks from far..
and a long chit chat session in the car..
get home at 12midnight, and rest..

then start busy with school final year project..
everyday staying in lab..
no new drawings, i dint learn how to sketch nose n mouth too..
but i did learn some photoshop skills, about how to paint extra mascara and eye shadow with photoshop..

An eye

I tot the previous 2 pictures is my last drawing on 08,
but once started, i couldnt stop again.

i have difficulties in drawing portrait, or i can say god's creature, such as animals, human, trees, etc
today is the first time i learn how to draw eye..

From Drawing

hopefully tmr will be nose n mouth,
and soon, portrait..
i love to draw, more n more n more

The world is fair

i believe in karma...
ppl do smthg bad to u, cz u owe them..
maybe last time, maybe past life.

im glad i have the opportunity to pay back what i've owe..
therefore,
what for angry?
what for moody?

:) the world is never unfair..
im happier, with thinking like that.

last fine art for year of 2008

i've been stop drawing for several months due to busy with school works and projects..
today i finally get myself a break, and draw my last two finearts for year 2008

From Drawing

happy new year :)